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Saturday, July 03, 2004
saddest moment..
haiz.... 3rd of july........
we ended juz lidat.... i reali dunnoe why...
maybe the longer e r/s..
the more tired it will seems to be le.....
maybe we aren't happy together... but..
is breaking the onli way out? i miss u badly..
i reali do... how i wish u will be back again...
i miss the times we had..
the love n momeries we shared... haiz...
juz couldn't seems to finish up my tears..
tots of u leaving mi juz brings them up......
saturday... we went to syf...
was sitting damn near to u....
i'm trying to hard to overcome
e urge to ran over n sit next to u bubbling to
u all my nonsense...
cos tt was wat it was like last time...
i couldn't believe it was over juz lidat..
how could u bear to give up e months n
months of happiness we had? juz with an excuse
"cos i dun wann see u sad"? haiz...
so disappointed.... i miss u...
i will nv be able to be together with u...
nv will u send mi home eveyday after sch..
nv will i feel ur hands anymore..
nv will i feel the touch of ur face...
nv will i be in ur arms again...
wat makes u give mi up? i'm totally heartbroken...
haiz...... wat can i say..
i'm missing u more den wat i could take...
do u still u loves mi? i reali wonder.......
why does things have to end up lidat?
did u see my heart bleeding?
i've not completed my story e other day...
but i guess there isn't a need to anymore....
since...u are no longer mine...................
haiz!

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