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Tuesday, July 20, 2004
wow!! hehe.. today din go school.. but! is not pon hor..... is i sick ma... got fever and sore throat lehz.. haiz.. my voice sounds like a frog... *croak croak* hehex.....hmm... but RONGNA!
whether she is pon or not, i dunnoe... leave those to ppl who noe her *wink wink* hehex..anyway... haha... she la.. so stupid...!!
wit a capital letter S! ask mi go hougang polyclinic to take mc cos cheap.. see la... cos cheap den we go lor... haiz! waited frm 1130 to 1300 for registration lor... registration onli lehz!! den e women tell us my e doctors lunch hour.. muz until 2pm den can see.... we was like.. omg......
wahaha..... but heng ar.. i think we are e first to see the "after lunch time" de doctors lor.. cos we go eat le,(tok abt eating.. we like keep eating.. eat ice cream, drink soft drink.. eat eat eat..) and went back at 2.. den immediatly is my number le.... hahaz..... but.. still need to queue for e medicine and mc.. -.-" haiz.. in e end..we reaced home at abt 1530.. wahaha.. waste time.. i should go private docs take can le la...hehex.. but quite fun though.. *grinx* hmm.... *think think* everyone in school kena in some dumb fire drill...under e hot sun.. =P hehe.. i'm so fortunate!

hmmmm... anyway.. itz been like.. 2 weeks ++ le... still hen shang xin....but.. getting over it... hehex... ai ta bu shi yao yong you ta. as long as he is happy.... i can't be any happier... =P well.....

*to him*
though u are no longer mine..... i juz wanna let u noe how much u had left a deep place in my heart.. we might nv be together again...
(dun seems to be a might.. itz like a CONFIRM) i could nv be ur girl again...i might nv nv feel ur hug again... but deep in mi... i....will nv ever forget u...cos u are someone special in my heart...
alws... i dunnoe how u feel now... or rather, i dun wan to noe...
dun care wat it is.. cos i dun wann receive another blow frm u...haiz.. and.. juz to say.. if this the type of smile u wans frm mi,e happiness u wans me to have, to be happy with my frens.. i can say....this is not e kinda happiness tt I WAN........ haiz.. after all, u dun seems to understand mi well enff..but well..... duh~ itz okie~ anyway.. i guess....... it doesn't matter any more....if ever one nice day, u happen to came across my blog (actually i told u to come alot of times b4.. but..u cant seems to rmb e web) i juz wanna let u noe this.......
"sunhong.. i will move on.... to find my happiness... to find someone who will love mi more den u do... i used to think i wun..but i'm beginning to forsake tt thinking... haiz... i dun have to wish u anything.. cos i noe u can move on.... but i hope u will find someone better den mi.... and u will get her the flower, ring n hse....(haiz..which is wat i wanted when u ask mi to 'marry' u..)
and walk with her..... till the end of time........."

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