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Sunday, July 11, 2004
juz finish my bio homework.. yawn.. was real bored...wonder wat the hell was wrg with mi when i decided to choose bio as part of my combination... anyway... dunnoe wat to post on today.. feeling kinda lost now.. haiz...today is sunday... kinda happy cos tml can see *him* hahaz.. but ystd i nv msg him.... also dunnoe why... my feeling are juz so confused.. i guess he isn't the onli one stressed up... dunnoe if i am still e one he love..dunnoe if i should juz give him up or wait for him.... haiz... like alws see him in school luffing.. i dunnoe wat i should be feeling when i see him so happy.. neither am i happy but of cos i wouldn't be sad.. cos after all he chose this path for us....guess it would make him less stressed...sometimes i'm still wondering wat is the real real reason behind this ending...there are so many "duNNoeS" in my life.... but i couldn't pluck up my courage to ask e ans i wan frm u...... feeling so lost n sad those few days.. but ystd when i training, i saw him at e court sitting down.. hahaz.. so happy to see him ard...... though noeing the fact tt he could nv be mine again...... hehe.. gald to noe tt i could still bring laughter to u..cos ystd when i tried touching e bball board,and i couldn't reached, u luffed..(cos i'm short) *well, like duh~~* hahaz.. anyway~ i reali wanna thnks all the pals who are there for mi when i'm feeling this way.. they had wasted so much life on mi.. hahaz.. well well... big big *muAcKzz* to all this ppl below.. =P
rOngNa yinGyIng shaUn yeNgthUng jaMie geRmaiNe qIlinG and more more..... thnks for everything u guys had done !!

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