__________________Always There For You*]]

Friday, November 19, 2004
*tearing mi apart*
i tot i wuld nv had to shed a tear...
but i still did

___________ sorry means nothing

Missing You
At 10:26 PM

Wednesday, November 17, 2004
okie.. after a long break frm blogging..im back.. what to say.. its been long since i ever blog.. and all thanks to rongna.. and her dumb blog.. which spurred mi frm blogging agn.. according to HER..SIM RONGNA.. she says blogging can improve english.. however i dun see her point abt blogging can improve english.. thus.. explaining my reason here to blog agn.. i shall give u my opinion after few more blogs..
**got to mention she request for her name to be mention..well.. i shall oblige..

orite.. forget abt all my `la `lors `lehs `mehs and any other singlish anyone can tot of.. i shall start my first "improving english" blog..

starting with my opinion towards rongna's blog.. it was stated in her blog.. saying many use blog to publish their own life.. such as love life.. she felt that love invovles in two and not the entire world.. i could almost understand why she said that.. but dun forget.. how do one express themselves? be it when they are sad, happy or anything..perhaps through blog? in tt case.. everyone could share their happines.. u might say it is showing off.. but.. i disagree.. because it is only what u call "sharing their happiness" and at e same time, i'm sure there are ppl who learn much stuff through others blog.. like.. how to woo girls? i wouldnt exclude tt possiblity.. ok.. and for sad happening.. its could be considered a way to vent anger n feelings... for example there will be frens showing their care over blogs.. through tagging? i'm sure tt unfortuante girl/guy to feel much better.. is it "act kelian"? nope.. i dun think so.. agn.. i say..just through a tag, it might show who are the people who cares..for mi personally, i felt tt blogging would get my chest off problems.. unfortunately, i lost interest now..but tt doesnt mean we cannot use blogging to express ourselves.. we shouldnt be deprived from the rights of doing so.. futhermore.. if one were to felt tt it is really private and not able to disclose the content.. i'm sure they would be clever enough not to blog tt particular matter.. i mean.. since i dun wan anyone to know, and i know by blogging, millions are able to view, then why do so? if u are able to blog it out n let all view it, i'm sure it isnt anything real private.. so.. tt explains why i feel tt ppl dun blog their PRIVATE life.. they juz blog.. to express themselves.. and to share exprience, happiness or woe..
tt i feel tt it ish perfectly all right...

this is wat i feel abt blogging.. if i had offended anyone.. if forgive.. cos i'm jz saying wat i feel towards this matter..

Missing You
At 5:19 PM

Saturday, September 18, 2004
oppps.. okiokie.. hehe.. here to update lerr..
hmm.. very long nv update..
hehehhe...
today.. nth much actually...
well.. morning suppose to meet SOMEONE at 630..
but well.. the SOMEONE overslept until 626 den wake up..
indeed ish pig man! wahaha..
hmm.. morning went for training..
rongna jamie,yengthung nv go..
kinda lonely w/o them laming ard~
well.. nvmmm..
becos ZHPS got the dumb oral..
den mr ng send us home half way throughout e training...
wtf...
made mi come sch for nth..
well.. nvm.. at least gt to see my dear dear...
heehhehehhe...
yupx.. went mac with jen,lynn,jing,shirl and xian for brkfast...
den i went home..
had a shower... den i went back to sch agn..
to meet jamie rongna and clement...
bt rongna gt tuition..
jamie...
err.. dunnnoe.. she wan go TPY..
den dunnoe y andy nv go with her....
but i went off with clement anyway..
ya... went heartland..wenjun also went..
den we walk ard bahh....
heheh.. i brought a real cute hamtaro lantern!!!!
man.. i love it.. it was darn cute!
ahahaha.. den went to take train..
heheh.. cos dunnoe where to go ma..
so mi n clement take till harbour front..
den when reach harbour front...
wahahaha.. sit there like idoits...
nt wanting to aboard e train as each train passes by..
lolx... den finally we did..
hahahah... we took photos using his phone.. hehehe
so fun! =Pp
hahaha... den went back to serangoon...
errrr... take 70..... and....
yeaps! i'm home~ :Pp

eeting_______ hao ai jiaming

Missing You
At 4:49 PM

Saturday, September 11, 2004
I lie on the ground,

and stare into space,

the stars start to move,

into the shape of your face.

I see you there now,

looking down at me,

with that cute little smile,

that I like to see.

You say "close your eyes",

"tell me what you see",

I see only two people,

just you and me.

eeting love cement
[yes]

Missing You
At 10:24 PM

Friday, September 10, 2004
well.. wat to say.. lolx.. today went town with rongna.. kinda fun.. lolx.. itz been kinda long since we actually went out.. yeaps.. anyway.. full of craps.. wanted to go DG and chng to sommerset.. but took e wrg train.. so ended up gg to e ponggol way.. and yea.. dropped at kovan again.. and back to DG.. hahah.. all RN's fault!! she was lke.. "come ler!! hurry!" den forget tt tt wasnt e train we suppose to take.. lolx.. anyway.. went there.. den went cineleisure to have our lunch.. yeaps.. den.. started shopping ard for my top.. lolx.. wanted to get a shirt... lolx.. no idea why i'm so into long and shorts skirts now.. man.. influene bahh.. haha.. but.. saw alot of nice ones..but.. got limited $$ so.. gave the piority to my tops... haha... anyway.. got to this shop in heeren.. the "ZOOM" and.. got my first top over there.. saw the bottom!! gosh.. 15.90.. damn cool! and cheap.. but.. haiz.. gave it up for my puremilk shirt.. yea.. anyway.. the sales ger kinda GL... gave the bu shuang look.. lolx.. so.. forget it.. haiz... got so many nice de!! ahhhhhhh!! *gg crazy* well.. i shall save hard! lolx..so.. yeaps.. den went to far east.. well.. actually dun wanna go de... itz so far.... well.. being a princess.. i dun wanna walk.. lolx.. but RN pulled mi there anyway.. so..*shrugs* for e sake of my puremilk shirt (cos tt's e onli place have de ma).. i went.. lolx.. not a mistake though.. cos.. got my shirt! darn!! love it man!! :Pp (well i'm crazieee for puremilk) yeaps.. and.. took photos.. lolx... stupid RN go draw the face.. lolx.. but i sure was in luck.. juz b4 she got the pen onto my face, the time went out.. lolx.. i was like.. *relived* lolx... well... some guys den come over and get RN's no.. lolx.. so farnniee... but well..aft some understanding frm other peeps.. i realise tt it turn out tt they are juz some jackasses playing some dumb game.. trying to get gers numbers to "ji siao" yea.. some lamers yea? lolx.. den got tired of far east.. so i suggest gg back to cine to eat pasta mania.. as well as meet one of my "frenster fren" (lolx... so happening he was there ma..) yeaps.. so.. on our way back.. darn! saw teeyue.. gosh! she hit my butt!!! in e middle of the place! ahhhh!! i was like.. *covering my face all e way* lolx..! shyt u teeyue! lolx.. but.. cute though.. gotta see her.. lolx.. so.. contiuned out journey to cine.. and ate pasta mania.. i ordered a country baked pasta.. well.. it sucks like hell.. ATTENTION*peeps! dun go cine de pasta mania! it suckks!!* reali.. i felt so grossed out aft eating... 8 bucks... not even nice... lolx.. nvm.. at least i noe.. hmm.. den saw my fren out cine.. he said he was there .. lolx... great to see him! wahahah.... nice guy.. yeaps.. so.. head back to serangoon nrth............ and back into my home.... on my com..... and writing this entry............. *oh ya.. tml's sandra and vivien's burrrffdaee... guys! dun forget to wish her yea? and anyway... seems tt i had somehow decided... welll... how do i tell u?????? -.-"

who______will love mi?

Missing You
At 10:00 PM